Omg, so today is just the third day of October,
but its already sooo cold -.-
I wished I had a jacket that is a little warmer than my hoodie, and a little less warm than my winter jacket.
In Binghamton, there is no such thing as SPRING, or FALL...
its SUMMER and WINTER all year long! >..<
So ...
With the help of my lovely boyfriend and friends,
I am slowly recovering from the trauma of my lost.
I keep telling myself that ... she is going to be with me ... as she has always been.
She is going to be attending my wedding, in the front row,
but, it's just so hard to imagine how I will never get to touch her again,
I will never get to hear her cheerful respond every time I say "GRANDMA!"
She never got to finish the cross stitch that she was working on.
BUT I WILL CARRY ON !!!!!!!
Remembering how beautiful she was...
How cheerful she was ...
How optimistic she was ...
I can still hear your laughter grandma :)
I love you <3
VICKY! You have a blog? Crazy! You never told me this. We must keep in touch.
ReplyDeleteAlso, I'm sorry about your loss. I love that you're being strong and cheerful. Keep at it!
ReplyDeleteAYAAA!!!
ReplyDeleteomg i haven't seen or heard from you forever now!!!!
but yes, thank you so much for visiting my blog :)
its nothing special just some random stuff about my life <3
KEEP IN TOUCH AYAAAAAAA <3